Showing posts with label emotional recovery. Show all posts
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Saturday, August 16, 2025

Life Lessons Series: The World Can't Touch Me In My Sleep – Onika L. Dainty

 

Life Lesson Series: The World Can't Touch Me In My Sleep – Onika L. Dainty

Life Lesson #13

“The World Can't Touch Me In My Sleep” – Onika L. Dainty


On an island far away from the deep darkness of life, where the sunshines bright, it touches my brown skin and makes me smile. I stay awake a long long while until sleep finally catches up with me, the world of deep darkness creeps in and I sleep, at first faintly, then deep because the world can’t touch me in my sleep. 


My mind screams loud of past transgressions, past indiscretions, past loves lost like hidden treasures, an ocean away, the bottom of blue waters I drown and float, I drown and float. My troubles for today fade in the quick sand but still pull me under in the depths of a world where I wander. Dream bittersweet dreams of life as it seems to pass me by. I sleep, I sleep for days, depression captures me so I stay underground for a little while longer for what I have always known to be true, though grey skies or blue, the world can’t touch me in my sleep. 


Surrounded by azure waters that touch a clear cloudless horizon I take a deep morning breathes as I try and try to rise but sleep pulls me back in telling me that its healing power has only just begun to repair the over-wrought, overrun, overwhelmed and overdone mind that has always been mine. A mind that worries too much, a mind that spirals out of control in a single moment then goes so slow I can’t move, though I can still think of the troubles that sink my soul in a place filled with beautiful scenery. I still must close my eyes for a time because  no matter the warmth I feel I can still feel the cold. That’s when I remember that as I lay down and slumber the world can’t touch me in my sleep. 


After days and days I rise, surprised to see a sunrise that looks different than before. My mind has healed, I can touch, I can feel the sun on my brown skin once more. On an island far away, I look to the heavens and pray saying thank-you Lord for blessing my mind with divine clarity once again. Through highs and lows, grey skies and blue, lost treasures I will remember what’s true, just close my eyes when darkness creeps in, for no matter where I go the world can’t touch me in my sleep.


Thursday, November 21, 2024

The Hospital Experience: Women’s Stories of Crisis and Recovery

The Hospital Experience: Women's Stories of Crisis and Recovery

Navigating the hospital system can be a daunting experience, especially for women living with Bipolar disorder. Did you know that nearly 2.8% of women will experience Bipolar disorder in their lifetime? These women often find themselves in crisis, seeking help amid stigma and misunderstanding. In this article, we delve into the poignant stories of Bipolar women, highlighting their unique hospital experiences, the challenges they face, and their paths to recovery. Join us as we uncover the resilience and strength of these remarkable individuals.

Understanding Bipolar Disorder in Women

Definition and Types of Bipolar Disorder

Bipolar disorder is a complex mental health condition characterized by extreme mood swings, including emotional highs (mania or hypomania) and lows (depression). It is categorized into several types, primarily Bipolar I disorder and Bipolar II disorder. Bipolar I involves manic episodes lasting at least seven days or manic symptoms that are so severe that immediate hospital care is needed. Depressive episodes may occur as well. On the other hand, Bipolar II is defined by a pattern of depressive episodes and hypomanic episodes but no full-blown manic episodes.

Prevalence Among Women

Women are disproportionately affected by Bipolar disorder, with studies showing they may experience symptoms differently than men. For instance, women often report more depressive episodes and rapid cycling between highs and lows. This can lead to unique challenges, such as hormonal fluctuations from menstrual cycles or pregnancy, impacting mood stability.

Unique Challenges Faced by Women with Bipolar Disorder

In addition to the biological factors, societal expectations and stigma can exacerbate the challenges faced by women. Many women report feeling pressured to fulfill roles as caregivers or professionals, leading to additional stress and potentially worsening their mental health. The need for balance can often feel overwhelming, leading to a sense of isolation, particularly during acute episodes.

The Crisis: Recognizing the Need for Help

Signs That Indicate a Crisis

Recognizing when one is in crisis is vital. For me, the signs included insomnia, substance use, and delusions, sometimes manifesting as visual and auditory hallucinations. Other signs can include elevated moods, hypersexuality, hyper-spending, and medication mismanagement. During these periods, reaching out for help is crucial.

I’ve learned the importance of connecting with someone—be it a friend, my mental health mentor, or a family member—during these difficult times. A wellness check, initiated by myself or someone close, can provide immediate support, although the experience can sometimes be stigmatizing.

Stigmas and Misconceptions Surrounding Mental Health

The stigma surrounding mental health issues, especially for women, can be profound. Many women report feeling judged or misunderstood when seeking help, which can prevent them from accessing necessary care. Misconceptions about mental illness often lead to fear and avoidance, creating barriers to open conversations about our struggles.

The Importance of Seeking Immediate Care

When faced with the signs of a crisis, seeking immediate care is essential. It can be challenging to navigate the hospital system, especially when in distress. Yet, getting the right support can be a critical step towards recovery. It’s okay to ask for help and to advocate for oneself during these vulnerable times.

Hospitalization: What to Expect

Overview of the Hospital Admission Process

When you arrive at the hospital, whether brought in by police, emergency services, or loved ones, the first step typically involves checking into the emergency room (ER). Here, healthcare professionals will assess your vital signs and ask about any medications or substances you may be using.

After this initial assessment, you may be moved to a separate area of the ER designated for patients with mental health concerns, where you will wait for a psychiatric assessment. This part of the process can feel isolating, as it is often part of what is known as a 72-hour hold (Form 1 assessment) designed to ensure your safety and the safety of others.

Types of Treatments Available in Hospitals

While in the hospital, treatment options can vary. Medication management is mandatory, often involving mood stabilizers and antipsychotics to help manage symptoms. Psycho-education and support groups are also typically offered, helping patients gain a better understanding of their condition and coping strategies.

Occupational therapy, which may include art therapy, yoga, and social activities, is often available but usually on a voluntary basis. These therapies can be invaluable in helping women express themselves and connect with others.

Support Systems: Role of Healthcare Professionals

Healthcare professionals play a pivotal role in the recovery process. Psychiatric nurses and social workers are often at the forefront of providing emotional support and advocacy during your stay. Case management services can help address other concerns, such as addictions or housing needs, ensuring a holistic approach to care.

Personal Stories: Women’s Experiences

Testimonials from Women About Their Hospital Experiences

Many women have shared their hospital experiences, highlighting both the positive and negative aspects of their treatment. For some, the supportive environment fostered by understanding staff can make a world of difference. Others have described feeling dehumanized, especially when restraints are used during acute episodes.

Common Themes and Lessons Learned

Common themes often emerge in these personal narratives. Many women emphasize the importance of feeling seen and heard during their hospital stays. The presence of empathetic healthcare professionals can foster a sense of safety and understanding, which is critical during times of crisis.

The Impact of Supportive Networks During Recovery

Support networks, including friends, family, and peer support groups, can significantly impact recovery. Sharing experiences with others who understand the journey can help women feel less isolated and more empowered.

Recovery: Paths to Healing

The Role of Therapy and Counseling in Recovery

Therapy and counseling are essential components of recovery from Bipolar disorder. Through talk therapy, many women find a safe space to explore their feelings and develop coping strategies. Cognitive-Behavioral Therapy (CBT) is particularly beneficial, helping patients reframe negative thoughts and behaviors.

Importance of Medication Management

Medication management remains a cornerstone of effective treatment. For those of us living with Bipolar I disorder, taking mood stabilizers and antipsychotics can help maintain stability and reduce the frequency and intensity of manic and depressive episodes.

Strategies for Self-Care and Support Post-Hospitalization

Post-hospital care is critical for long-term recovery. Engaging in self-care practices, such as regular exercise, mindfulness, and maintaining a structured routine, can significantly improve emotional resilience. Moreover, staying connected with supportive friends and participating in peer support groups can foster a sense of community and belonging.

Final Thoughts

The hospital experience can be a turning point for many women living with Bipolar disorder, providing them with critical support and a path toward recovery. Through shared stories, we gain a deeper understanding of the resilience of these women. If you or someone you know is struggling with Bipolar disorder, don’t hesitate to seek help. Remember, you are not alone in this journey. Together, we can move beyond the stigma surrounding mental health and empower women to share their stories.

For a deeper understanding of how to manage Bipolar disorder, consider reading How to Start Managing Bipolar Disorder: A Comprehensive Guide. Additionally, check out Best Tools and Resources for Managing BipolarDisorder in 2024 for helpful strategies and tools.